lej_miyake

NOTHINGNESS

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 23:33:12 GMT

NOTHINGNESS
[_MiYaKe_]

Listen through emptiness…
The silent sound of imagination
Through the depth of the quiescence
In this shelter of thoughts.

Betwixt knowledge and dumbness
Unable to choose
Just hearing the sound
Of stillness and silence.

Alone in the dark space
Full of painful memories
Still looking at the ceiling
Of tearful years.

Reminiscing the past
Not knowing what’s ahead
All that you know
Is the unending loneliness.

Feeling lonesome and weak
Can’t face reality
Don’t know what’s missing
Unable to think.

Bringing back all the pain
Can’t accept that you’re alone
Seeing nothing but empty walls
No one’s around to comfort.

All you do is sigh
All you see are tears
There’s nothing else to hear
There’s nothing else to feel…
But emptiness.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 14:39:22 GMT

You Are a Beagle Puppy

Cheerful, energetic, and happy go lucky.

And you're sense of smell is absolutely amazing!

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

What Christmas Tree Are You?

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 04:58:24 GMT

You Are a Bright Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites.
You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky.

What Christmas Tree Are You?

What The Holidays Mean to You

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 20:29:47 GMT

What The Holidays Mean to You

For you, the holidays are about emotional connections and bonds. You are happiest being around those you love.

You celebrate the holidays in an over the top style. If something is cute, you'll buy it. People end up with a lot of gifts from you - and your house is like a holiday wonderland, full of decorations.

During the holidays, you feel magical. You love all of the decorations and how happy people are. You like to sit back and take it all in.

You think the holidays should be nostalgic and sweet. The holidays bring out your inner child.

Your favorite holiday memories strongly evoke your senses. You are vividly aware of all the tastes, smells, and sounds of the holidays.

What Do the Holidays Mean to You?

~{@ Love Divine @}~

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 19:26:43 GMT

Love Divine - Seal - Then the rainstorm came over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time threw a prayer to me
And all around me became still I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes 'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, loves is what I need to help me know my name Oh I don't bet [don't bet], don't pray [don't pray]
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name Well I try to say there's nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all alone
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me 'Cause I need love, love's divine
Please forgive me now I see that I've been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name Oh I don't bet [don't bet], don't break [don't break]
Show me how to live and promise me you won't forsake
'Cause love can help me know my name Love can help me know my name.

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 21:52:04 GMT

".... we? there was never a "we"! you and me --- that's what we were. just two separate people who by fate, destiny or whatever, crossed paths, faced life together, and for a while it was beautiful. when it was time to step up, we chose to walk away from it all, unscathed yes, yet empty because of the simple fact that neither was willing to fight. so there was never a we. but someday, when i'm brave enough, i'll let you know... you were everything to me... "

Dreamgirls fan... Watch this!

Wed, 23 May 2007 22:31:57 GMT

'82 Tonys--Dreamgirls "And I'm Telling You"

Crash...

Wed, 23 May 2007 20:33:31 GMT

I traverse alone on a bleak night such as this;

when things are all messed up and there's nothing anyone can say nor do to make you feel better.
After all, what do they know?
It's impossible for them to feel exactly how you feel.
Sure, some might've already experienced what you're going through but what they felt before and what you feel now cannot, in the least bit, be compared.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Tue, 15 May 2007 19:59:39 GMT

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

blah!

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 21:24:11 GMT

i hate forcing myself to let go of one person that i need in my life.
it's the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, it's the same thing that complicates me...
i know that i'm better off without him...
yet i feel empty whenever i try to let go...
now, tell me... is emptiness better than constant hurting?

What Tarot Card are You?

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 05:24:12 GMT

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Are You Hot?

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 23:00:26 GMT

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy.
You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

Are You Hot?

How's Your Karma?

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 13:42:49 GMT

You Have OK Karma

You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try!
While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it.
You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third).
Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you.

How's Your Karma?

"Slow" - Kylie - V - Mark Ronson - Video Mix

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 18:49:10 GMT

What Drug Is your Personality Like?

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 18:22:19 GMT

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.
And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...
Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Beautiful by Sarah Brightman

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 19:48:04 GMT

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 15:00:05 GMT

You Are a Dragon

You are very charismatic and incredibly popular.
People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know.
You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play.
You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Judge me???!!!

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 14:40:41 GMT

I can't be a DUMMY if I know deep inside within me I'm REAL...

Yet, some people may misunderstood me, don't recognize my existence and don't even bother to take a simple glimpse of my worth...

But this is wat I want to say... WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER ALWAYS WHAT YOU GET, JUDGE ME???

Well, it depends on WHAT YOU SEE... but, KNOWING ME is your creativity to look deeper... peel whatever cover you could see...

'Coz deep within me is WHAT MAKES ME HUMAN... I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST THE REAL ONE.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 18:58:21 GMT

What Color Red Are You?

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 17:40:25 GMT

You Are Rouge Red

Of all the reds, you are the most energetic and vibrant.
You never need to recharge, and in fact, you often recharge others.
Gutsy and brave, you've never let your fears stop you from doing anything.
You figure that life is all about experiences, and you'll always take that leap of faith.

What Color Red Are You?

What Superhero Are You?

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 19:12:27 GMT

You Are Superman

Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound. And pretty cute too. No wonder you're the most popular superhero ever!

What Superhero Are You?

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 20:05:17 GMT

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

My crashing moments....

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 16:27:29 GMT

Everything tells me that I am about to make wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risks, to go back where I came from because I didn't have the courage to say "YES" to life? If I must be faithful to someone or something, then I have. First of all, to be faithful to myself. If I'm looking for true love, I first have to get the mediocre love out of my system. The little experience of life I've had has taught me that no one owns anything, that everything is an illusion and that applies to material as well as spiritual things. Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever finally comes to realize that nothing really belongs to them. And if nothing belongs to me, then there's no point of wasting my time looking after things that aren't mine; it's best to live as if today... were the first or last day of my life.

.......

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:50:44 GMT

Everything tells me that I am about to make wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risks, to go back where I came from because I didnt have the courage to say "YES" to life? If I must be faithful to someone or something, then I have. First of all, to be faithful to myself. If Im looking for true love, I first have to get the mediocre love out of my system. The little experience of life I've had has taught me that no one owns anything, that everything is an illusion and that applies to material as well as spiritual things. Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever finally comes to realize that nothing really belongs to them. And if nothing belongs to me, then there's no point of wasting my time looking after things that aren't mine; it's best to live as if today... were the first or last day of my life.

Cry Of The Heart

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 17:55:28 GMT

I've long been waiting for something great to happen.
Something that I could keep for a lifetime.
Something that would make me run so fast even if I'm bruised.
I'm tired of being beaten by my own agony.
There's so much more to share than hatred and regrets.
Sometimes I wanna stop but I just cant...
Coz I was made to keep the fire burning.
Fill me with some affection that I give.
I wanna be considered...
I wanna be free.

lej_miyake

NOTHINGNESS

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

What Christmas Tree Are You?

What The Holidays Mean to You

~~~{@ Love Divine @}~~~

Dreamgirls fan... Watch this!

Crash...

How Do You Live Your Life?

blah!

What Tarot Card are You?

You are The Devil

Are You Hot?

How's Your Karma?

"Slow" - Kylie - V - Mark Ronson - Video Mix

What Drug Is your Personality Like?

Beautiful by Sarah Brightman

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Judge me???!!!

My Celebrity Look-alikes

What Color Red Are You?

What Superhero Are You?

My crashing moments....

.......

Cry Of The Heart

~{@ Love Divine @}~