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| Your Birthdate: May 10 |
 Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated. A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. |
NOTHINGNESS[_MiYaKe_]
Listen through emptiness…
The silent sound of imagination
Through the depth of the quiescence
In this shelter of thoughts.
Betwixt knowledge and dumbness
Unable to choose
Just hearing the sound
Of stillness and silence.
Alone in the dark space
Full of painful memories
Still looking at the ceiling
Of tearful years.
Reminiscing the past
Not knowing what’s ahead
All that you know
Is the unending loneliness.
Feeling lonesome and weak
Can’t face reality
Don’t know what’s missing
Unable to think.
Bringing back all the pain
Can’t accept that you’re alone
Seeing nothing but empty walls
No one’s around to comfort.
All you do is sigh
All you see are tears
There’s nothing else to hear
There’s nothing else to feel…
But emptiness.
You Are a Beagle Puppy |
 Cheerful, energetic, and happy go lucky. And you're sense of smell is absolutely amazing! |
| You Are a Bright Christmas Tree |
 For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites. You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky. |
| What The Holidays Mean to You |
 For you, the holidays are about emotional connections and bonds. You are happiest being around those you love. You celebrate the holidays in an over the top style. If something is cute, you'll buy it. People end up with a lot of gifts from you - and your house is like a holiday wonderland, full of decorations. During the holidays, you feel magical. You love all of the decorations and how happy people are. You like to sit back and take it all in. You think the holidays should be nostalgic and sweet. The holidays bring out your inner child. Your favorite holiday memories strongly evoke your senses. You are vividly aware of all the tastes, smells, and sounds of the holidays. |
".... we? there was never a "we"! you and me --- that's what we were. just two separate people who by fate, destiny or whatever, crossed paths, faced life together, and for a while it was beautiful. when it was time to step up, we chose to walk away from it all, unscathed yes, yet empty because of the simple fact that neither was willing to fight. so there was never a we. but someday, when i'm brave enough, i'll let you know... you were everything to me... "
- Mood:
blank
After all, what do they know?
It's impossible for them to feel exactly how you feel.
Sure, some might've already experienced what you're going through but what they felt before and what you feel now cannot, in the least bit, be compared.
| How You Life Your Life |
 You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
- Mood:
bouncy
i hate forcing myself to let go of one person that i need in my life.
it's the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, it's the same thing that complicates me...
i know that i'm better off without him...
yet i feel empty whenever i try to let go...
now, tell me... is emptiness better than constant hurting?
- Mood: blank
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
- Mood: numb
| You Are Super Spicy |
 You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy. You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire! |
| You Have OK Karma |
 You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try! While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it. You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third). Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you. |
- Mood:
cynical
| Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy |
 You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. |
- Mood: okay
- Mood:
rejuvenated
| You Are a Dragon |
 You are very charismatic and incredibly popular. People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know. You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play. You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric. |
I can't be a DUMMY if I know deep inside within me I'm REAL...
Yet, some people may misunderstood me, don't recognize my existence and don't even bother to take a simple glimpse of my worth...
But this is wat I want to say... WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER ALWAYS WHAT YOU GET, JUDGE ME???
Well, it depends on WHAT YOU SEE... but, KNOWING ME is your creativity to look deeper... peel whatever cover you could see...
'Coz deep within me is WHAT MAKES ME HUMAN... I'M NOT PERFECT, JUST THE REAL ONE.
